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maddie's germy tra​$​odome

by Germ Fest

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Lise (2022) 04:23
i wish you'd stick around i wish you'd never go i wish i could hear everything that you know that we could wash it out if we scrub real deep in pores like a well that i crawl inside to sleep but i am your word i am your bond i am all the sounds you hear in that song even with the price even with the weight there are ways to move so move it's not too late don't put it in a box or hide it somewhere safe i truly wanted none i just need a little faith we don't need to talk i never had the words the inability to speak is so absurd are you looking close? watch as cells divide everything all small so put away your pride if you would lay down i can't keep you safe i've tried everything but i'm rotting in the scaphe pollen's in the air i look at my veins the only thing they know is to take shit out my brain find another trick this one's getting old i've heard it many times it's sick of being told but nothing's ever new nothing's ever changed the best it will do is just to rearrange no more getting mad no anger in myself i'm a witness and that's all to bubble-wrapping welts like poison everywhere like spreading from a tube ๐Ÿ‘€ i like how it looks and i like how it moves ๐Ÿ‘€ repeating in each town periods remain don't say we're in hell you'll be treated as insane when i balanced scales wee could never stand so i stepped away and you removed your hand but it might help to feel pressure again haunting in my dark, weak, crumbling head i wish you'd stick around i wish you'd never go i wish i could hear everything that you know that we could wash it out if we scrub real deep in pores like a well that i crawl inside to sleep but i am your word i am your bond i am all the sounds you hear in that song even with the price even with the weight there's no way to move so move before it's late
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couldn't breathe you left me at the dollar tree choke on dust all alone at the dollar tree ashes to ashes dust to dust i retain what has already happened ๐Ÿ˜‡ pros and cons it's constant bro i complain until i reach heaven ๐Ÿ˜‡ voice disrupt my failing brain at the dollar tree distant things are far away at the dollar tree fluorescent lights up above at the dollar tree don't you know i'm suffering at the dollar tree
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every time i step outside yeah violence yeah every time i go inside violence inside of my head violence oh would you kill me violence in each of your steps violence unfortunately now i protect my body soul protect my soul but it still does permeate in the end there is no love hate fill me with hate ๐Ÿ™… in the end i can't pretend ๐Ÿ™…
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best contain my agonyloveexcitement with disinterest let's keep running over like the tap melting down my head i do stupid shit in the sink in all my memories how is it a waste if unbelievably used up now? rejected like a transplant chop it up detect the trace are you cold as i am? icy water total bath all day breathing to see clouds dance i shake with no grace silver films and tangled hair will plant something within me important at the place and i float around cause i'm not there ๐Ÿ–ค sometimes my guts feel like they glisten underneath felt sheets ๐Ÿ–ค best contain my agonyloveexcitement with disinterest try to put a name to it it kills itself it's back again in the car in the parking lot by myself what the hell? if you've said you know me well could you describe what i look like? Psychosis 4:48 i can't sleep Blingee filter eyes every time it's a new time i say not like last time ๐Ÿ–ค then i feel it then i feel it again ๐Ÿ–ค
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come pick me up where you at? smoked so much i feel like criss angel pick me up where you at? my friend just laughed like seth rogen check your phone swipe from the top ๐Ÿ“ dropped a pin on google maps ๐Ÿ“ i'm all alone think i'm stoned smoked crystal like my name's billy i was gone like i was mind freak like daytime was the nighttime big cracks all in the pavement they would call me a pothole i was deep in a thought loop believed that i was in a prank someone bring out ashton or at least show me mur i must have lost my wallet my pockets feel way too light get me on the phone with oprah winfrey cause i need a car the sky is a black pit painted by the lights below i light up a big spliff fat skinny cones all day fat skinny cones all day come pick me up where you at? smoked so much i feel like criss angel pick me up where you at? my friend just laughed like seth rogen check your phone swipe from the top dropped a pin on google maps i'm all alone think i'm stoned smoked crystal like my name's billy
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it has gone colossal inside me dancing like a spring basin cracks glistened prints onto streets were you not receiving drinks? ribboned hair and ribboned novelties swept over seeping bubbled out in a humid night you dream doubt creeps back in don't call me an uber i'm walking home let the battery dry out in your phone burn two holes into your black suit when i die know i'll still see you like a coin drop in a heavy rain using teeth to relieve endless pain swallowed sea made my face a mess jumping out no cause to impress cast me out your favorite memories don't exist in the past you're what you see could not make out what you said in moonlight strings above had pulled me upright trash cans that spill onto sidewalks was i a fountain when i heard you knock carve your face intricate in cranston read the room never come back agin it has gone colossal inside me dancing like a spring basin cracks glistened prints onto streets were you not receiving drinks? ribboned hair and ribboned novelties swept over seeping bubbled out in a humid night you dream doubt creeps back in i could fill with grace i could fill up to the brim but never see you grin โœจ you will leave your mark you will even trace the sound โœจ but never underground you could float away you could find heaven's gates but never know your fate i will change my mind i will resist what is right but i will never sit tight
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the sun the bastard the sun he'll burn you up into ash the sun the bastard the sun he always wants to show his face just melt it's easy to melt dripping flesh like an icicle just melt it's easy to melt raining down to cover the earth just like a wave like the sun blotted out yeah tides will pull muscles crumble but the moon fights tooth and nail the sun the bastard the sun dies and dies but not enough ๐ŸงŸ 30 Gravess pinterest tombs ๐ŸงŸ exploit the dark and kills the light careful stepping heel to toe pick up the pace along the shore tides will pull muscles crumble but the moon fights tooth and nail the sun the bastard the sun dies and dies but not enough
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NLM (2021) 01:57
michael was a gift but i never knew him well they took him away pieces on the ground a wish unfulfilled that awful tune imprisonment there's nothing left to do here let me go back back to the house ๐Ÿซณ fuck you and fuck me as well ๐Ÿซณ
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you cannot break me down tried and true burn in hell it's real real so real real adrien showed me love adrien texts my heart it's real real so real real ๐ŸŒ€ spiral down spiral deep ๐ŸŒ€ beneath the rocks there is room it's real real so real real lay in there lay so still this can't last please be healed it's real real so real real i have got simple needs without fail kindness fades it's real real so real real all my arms long in grief julienned kill fake kill it's real real so real real
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โš™๏ธ grind me into dust โš™๏ธ i deserve to crumble like mortar and pestle i'm sorry but i must what would you like? it's nothing i could give i'm such a liar i'm just so sorry for me situation's dire my muscle's atrophied everything is old everything is rusting away don't stare at me i recoil like a mouse i cannot breathe so let your grip slip i need to fall
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you know the words the right ones you've got the best combination you enter them the right ones you want to crack open my shell you know the words the right ones you've got the best combination you enter them the right ones you want to hear all my secrets can you tell where your heart is? was it there when you started? these days I try the hardest nothing I say sounds honest there's no way more is coming i heard the sirens calling humiliating dream state keeps knots tied just in case can you tell where your heart is? do you live on the surface? these days I try the hardest demons gift me their curses there's no way more is coming it's going way past haunting humiliating dream state the tombstones start to reshape ๐Ÿ”Ž can you tell where your heart is? ๐Ÿ”Ž
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compilation of material i made between 2020-2023 under the monikers maddiedrinkscoffee, Germ Fest, and tra$odome (defaulting the artist name to Germ Fest for all songs). these had been scattered on different sites and frequently deleted so here's the best ones put together for archival purposes :) 'Come Pick Me Up' and 'Fountain' produced by sam c vox by adrien f, otherwise all material made by adrien f. sry the volume varies a lil between tracks

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released September 23, 2023

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